Here's the thing...
I celebrated my birthday yesterday and how can i say this? Well its kinda not a very pretty sight to glaze upon.
What i felt was i wish i was holding a titanium spear and thrust it through my brain just to end my misery. I was like "dude its my birthday its gonna be a very wonderful day for me." And here I am, missing a day of expressing myself. I was really puffed out yesterday that i have no energy left to try to express my self.
Well today its payback time!
I would not be very detailed in telling the events of the previous day. I would like to describe it like this...
You know the feeling that you hit rock bottom? well, under it is a 50-meter layer of crap, and under it is me... Man, i really really feel bad yesterday... good thing i received a life saving txt message... to you, i awe you big time...
I know life ain't fair. So i just have to pick myself up and look into the mirro and say i have been through even worse things in my life.
i can stand again and live another day...
another day of giving misery to other people! hahaha
shhiiish what a drama king! i need to get a life!
hey by the way, to my girl, tnx for the Blueberry Cheese Cake! It was you - the only bright spot in that very very dark day... let me just say, i really do love you. thanks 4 being always there for me...
my 24 birthday is quite symbolic, just like the days of the Sumerians - those who invented the wheel during the earliest civilizations... during the 24 birthday of their young men.. they are allowed to subscribe for a broadband and unlimited access to the internet... thats why i have one right now! just like the old times...
yep, i made that one up.... hahaha
chatz, out!
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